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Sunday, January 13, 2008,8:26 PM
I was thinking about Jazley and suddenly felt that maybe I will lose a good friend because of her mum not letting her mix with us.
And I so do not want to lose a good friend like her. I think I will become unfeeling if I lose another friend again.
In pri sch I am like not smiling forever and finally in sec sch I regain my confidence that I once had lost in pri 4 [ class ] and 6 [ snoopy ]. I so do not want to lose a good friend. She can be counted as the 1st good friend in class. I do not feel any closeness in primary school as since P3, I had lost my friends. And being a small kid at P1 n 2, I do not understand what is friendship and does not really care about it.
I just hope I won't lose a friend or I think I will just crawl back to be a person who acts happy, or worse, a statue.
This post may be worth of your critizising, or thinking of I am wanting attention or acting pity, but I could only say, I am expressing my feelings, and could say, venting them all into this blog, that, is also unfeeling.
` Crying in silentness `
Joanna.