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Friday, April 25, 2008,2:31 PM
i wanna ask euu all sth, if i did sth wrong, euu all insult mi or wadeva shyt tiing, but if i didn't did it wrong, euu all didnt do aniitiing, weird rite. btw tis question is nt for jaz n divya onlie, is ferr all of euu.
btw jaz - i wanna tell euu tis. euu are the one hu sae we are NOT TRUE FRIENDS. so does it matter. plus euu all sae sth bout wad fun tiing so i sae fun friends, nt true ma ? true frens and fun frens are diff, true friends help euu out, did euu all did? i dun tiink so. euu all just wanna have fun, so is called FUN FRIENDS. cathy dun onlie have fun so obviouslie, and when i sae i prefer cathy to euu all or wad? seriouslie i dun wan to be yr fun friends or wadeva shyt and i wanna be yr true friends. nw i am nt a fun friend or true frn, i am just a shyt to euu all okaiix. tiink of tis, euu all ever ever care bout mi? seriouslie have? i dun tiink so. euu all may ask mi nw, if i gt care bout euu all, i dunnoe but i noe i gt care bout euu when euu cry bout yr tiing in malay. oh yeah btw, malay time euu all left mi, tiink hw i feel. but nvm, fun friends ma, i dun expect euu all tuhh wait ferr mi. next time euu all insult mi or wad, i dun tiink i will take it seriouslie aniimore, we're nt realli friends, why tiink of it kaes. euu all nvr include mi in yr jokes but cathy did so obviouslie i'm kinda better widd her nw.. but i will be yr ' fun friends ' always because i still wanna care about euu all. seriouslie nwadays is quite better.. because i tiink euu all much as friends, normal frens. btw, if love relationships has ranks or sth liddat like goin steady or nt, why cant friendship have it t00. btw there is kinda ranks, like friends, good friends, best friends and hell. those hu euu just tok to them nw and then are friends, those euu tok to them often are good friends and best friends are the one hu stick widd euu. fun friends? just have fun. euu all just have fun.. is nt about us much of it. is bout euu. euu keep tiinkin of last time so good so good. then nw lehx? euu just moved house, couldn't euu make friends again? or is it people in hougang treat euu as queen and we dun or wad? tell us la. if euu appreciate us, euu will show it. maybe divya sae correct, euu pretend nt to care, but care is important. if euu pretend euu dun care, people will tiink bad of it. just care okaiix. and euu cant speak chi, just speak simple one kaes. did euu realli try to happie widd mi? but if euu're tryin, but i dun wan, wad's the point. wad i want is juts some concern, and maybe i could be satisfied, but euu all gt gimme tt? when i headache, emo or wad, euu all gt care? tiink of it, when euu emo, we all CARE about euu. and nw tiink if we just IGNORE euu and just tok and tok and tok. tiink. i just wan some concern, is tt alot? nw i told euu wad's maii fuckin prob, could euu tell mi yrs? will euu care about mi? euu noe, NO ONE EVER CARES ABOUT MII AS A FRIEND BEFORE. BTW, EUU TIINK I LIKE TO WRITE TIS IN BLOG OR WAD? I DUN LIKE. BUT I DUN WAN TO CRY BEFORE EUU ALL. I DUN LIKE PEOPLE TO SEE MI CRYIN, SO I PREFER TO CRY AT HOME. BUT I HOPE SOMEONE COULD CRY WITH MI T00 WHEN I COULDN'T BLOG. AND THEY COULD CARE ABOUT MII. SORRIE BOUT THE LIBRARY TIING, i did tok tuhh euu, i tried at least. todae durin sports dae, i told euu, euu tried yr best so even last also nvm. hw bout friendship.. did euu try yr best? maybe i am nt humourous, but did euu ever find out about what's good inside? euu told mi euu dunnoe wad's good in mi or divya. divya one is onlie fun, surlie there is other tiing she is good in too. euu noe, tt time euu ask mi where's divya, i felt jealous cos i wonder if euu ever ask tt to divya. and i wanna tell euu tis, about the first dae or so when divya go recess widd us, i go buy thing, then euu all dunnoe where missin. when i saw euu all, euu all tokin and like nt even worried or wad kaes. tt time onwards i noe euu all dun concern mi but i still stick tuhh euu all, tiinkin euu all would one dae concern mi at least once, but euu all didn't. EUU ALL DIDN'T AT ALL. EUU NOE HW I FEEL.. I AM CRYIN NW I COULD TELL EUU. CRYING VERII PATHETICLIE OR WADEVA SHYT. BUT DO EUU ALL EVEN CARE. I HAD BOTTLED IT UP ALREADY. I TRIED MAII BEST. BUT I TIINK TIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I WILL CRY ABOUT EUU ALL. IT DOESN'T WORTH IT. oh and btw euu noe maii sis, she doesn't realli care about mi liddat but i noe she pretends to, because at least twice she had shown she care about mii. but euu all didn't even CARE ABOUT MII. IS LIKE I GONE BACK TO LAST TIME. BUT I TIINK IT'S EVEN WORSE COS I DIDN'T CRY ABOUT TT ONCE. BUT BECAUSE OF EUU ALL I CRIED FERR EUU ALL DUNNOE HW MANII TIMES. \
oh and divya ferr wad euu write in the taqboard, if euu're irritated, tell mi la. why keep tuhh yrself. and if i am so irritatin, then why still tok tuhh mi?! WHY EIUU ALL HAVE TO MAKE MAII LIFE DIFFICULT?! JAZ AND DIVYA, EUU ALL LIFE EDI SO GOOD STILL SAE NT SO GOOD. EUU ALL WANT TO BE RICH AS MILLIONAIRE AND HAVE TONS OF FRIENDS ISIT?! TELL EUU ALL TIS, NO ONE IS EVER PERFECT. NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JAZ- JUST TAKE CARE OF DIVYA, I MEAN DUH, ALL THOSE POST I WROTE, SHE GT SAE CHEER UP TUHH MII? SHE CARES ABOUT EUU. SO EUU SHLD BE SATISFIED. I WILL NT CARE ABOUT EUU ALL OR WAD LE. COS IT REALLIE DUN SEEMS WORTH IT.
YING LING
Hello. I'm YINGLING. I'm thirteen years old. I love ANIMALS, but i hate