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Wednesday, April 9, 2008,1:18 PM
todae i cried during recess. was talkin to jaz and divya about sth and suddenlie i cried. i hate it when i cried cos after tt maii eyes will pain.
about jaz blog thing i read it le. i wanna tell euu tt when i was in pri sch i DIDN'T HAD ANII FRIENDS. at all. p5 and p6 were the worst years. cos i am short and all maii classmates call mi a shortie . so i were friendless. seriouslie friendless. i made a promise to maiiself tt i wont ever cry for them because they were worthless of maii tears. maii tears are onlie for maii real friends and maii familie. and weekend i cried over euu and divya. and i dun wanna be friendless again. jaz- maybe yr friends are far far awAY but at least euu would noe there are friends out there rite. and divya and mi are yr friends. could euu sae euu're friendless? i tiink euu are verii luckie. has so manii friends, so rich too. if to compare mi, divya and euu, i tiink euu are the luckiest. dun sae wealth - euu are also verii luckie. divya is always teased cos she is a indian and mi , i have a unhappie pri sch daes, being bullied by classmates. i am veriii grateful tt i have euu all so i was so sad when euu all like left mii alone. and i didnt have other friends so i stick tuhh euu all. isit tt euu are unhappie widd mi sticking to euu all, if yes, sae so, i will just go away as euu wish. i already plan to go away because euu and divya are so close and when i read yr blog, is like when i am absent, euu are havin so much fun, and when i am present, euu all like dunnoe wad.. wad about maii attitude, i noe maii attitude have tons of problems, but euu could tell mi rite, but euu didn't. euu all just left mii out of yr friendship. i feel soooooooo left out, do euu noe tt? i am walkin alone. and euu 2 are tokin and kidding. when i was walkin and euu all were kiddin, do euu noe hw i felt? i felt like i went back to pri sch. because tt is hw i walk in pri sch, alone, head down and lonely. if there is no point cryin over mii, why cry over mii. a church group likes mi alot? nah. is tt i tiink tiieng is a true friend to mii. is nt i am sticking to them. and if i dun regard euu all as friends, why do i bother to cry about euu all, why do i bother to stick with euu all, why do i bother tuhh wait for euu to get on yr bus and then go home, i could just go home first, leavin euu there. of cos i dun expect everiitiing to be maii way, i noe, i am bossy, i'm tryin to change. tys ferr euur help, shld i sae tis? nw, i wont ever be bossy aniimore... i will just walk with euu all but alone behind. wad tiings euu all dun like about? euu all didnt even tell mi and euu all just left mi behind without even tellin mi why, hw would i suppose to noe and hw would i change if i dun even noe the mistake? i had been bossy and irritatin and wadeva tuhh euu all and wad i did ferr euu all? i cried ferr euu all. i thought of givin up of our friendship so i wont be in the way of euu and divya. divya is verii good to euu, i can see tt. so i thought of gibing the friendship up because when i am there, euu all are like nt realli happie, so if i leave euu all alone, maybe euu all will be good friends and true friends to each other. this is wad i did ferr euu all. thenn could euu all tell mi wad euu all have done? leavin mii alone when i am emo and thinkin of euu all, goin to cry? or is it to laugh and kid around when i am about to cry? maybe euu all tiink i am emo, maii usual self and tiink i would nt wan euu all to disturb mi, maybe it's tt but think. yrself are emo and about to cry, tiinkin of her friends and her friends just KID AROUND and didnt care about her. at least euu all could show some concern. maybe euu all did, by askin mi why euu are so emo and when i answered nth and euu all just sae ' see, she doesn't wan to sae loh! '. tiink of tt, imagine euu all are mi at tt time and see wad euu all feel. if euu all dun wanna tok to mi, den dun, why force yrself. if euu all realli decide nt to tok to mii, take care of each other please. dun just kid around onlie, i noe there are times to kid but there are also times to be serious. no offence for this, and tell euu tiis, i am crying when i am typing and, i write so much, because of euu all, and because i care. if i don care, i wont even bother to type so much. and sat night i had dream of euu all, if i dun care about euu all, i dun tiink i will dream of euu all.
AND OH, HAPPIE BDAE FOR YR MOM, AND GRATS FOR YR NEW FRISBEE
well. dun sae bout tis le, ytd or somedae it was rainin and when i gone to a place, the floor is like dent in a little so the rain gather there and i was jumpin around so fun, but nw i didnt have mood to have some happie things around the blog, so tt's all.
Ying Ling
Hello. I'm YINGLING. I'm thirteen years old. I love ANIMALS, but i hate