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Friday, May 2, 2008,2:05 PM
todae just quarreled widd someone. then sadded. someone told mi time will heal.. will mehx? if yes, why i will tiink of pri sch? why i cry when i tiink? i could tell euu tis, time wont heal. and the person replies cos euu care. yea. maybe i care too much. till hurt too much. hurt when pri sch people tiing blah blah. hurt when have to give away maii dog. hurt when quarrels. if hurt so much, then why i care. i dun feel like carin nw. cos if euu care, will get hurt onlie. will they appreciate? no. they will just bite euu. btw no offence and tis msg is nt pointed tuhh aniione. is just to let euu all noe. oh btw, when quarrelin, do euu tiink of wad the opposite people feel? DO EUU ALL DO? if no, euu all are perfectlie normal, no problem. if yes, euu are abnormal because euu care al0t! euu care till euu could feel wad the other person feel. euu will noe why euu quarrel and will be more better ferr the future. please, try tuhh feel wad the other person feel. why in sec sch, at first i tot will be fine, but nw ish sh0 hurt. why must i be hurt? why one happie tiing happened but will be worser next time. euu could ask mi wad tiing. for eg. i have maii new dog, but after 1 year maii old dog have to be given away. i have new frens but we quarreled. why neh?
i seriouslie couldnt stand it and wan to vent maii angers, thoughts on the blog. btw, people will forget wad they have done when they are confronted, no problems. NORMAL too, but one tiing, euu're selfish.
oh and divya, i pity euu. cos euu're a indian and al0t of people call euu black. i tell euu tis, when they scold euu, i felt sad ferr euu. do euu felt sad ferr mi when i was insulted. do euu care bout mi when i sae blah blah bout pri sch tiing? i seriouslie just wan some concern. why couldn't euu all gibb mi? isit cos people care bout euu all so much till euu all dunnoe wad is care as euu all onlie noe hw to love the care given? oh and btw, writin on blog, euu all could read and find out wad's wrong withh euu all. it may solve sth, it may at least let euu see why we are so sad or angrie or sth. euu all may tiink, wah kao, yl blog again, wan let whole world noe arh?! i tell euu tis - maii blog is veri little visited. onlie rarelie people visit mi okaiix. so no worries, the tiing wont be spreaded or wadeva.
seriouslie i tiink i dun wan care le. but i dunnoe if i can do it, but i can promise euu all i will try maii best nt tuhh care. ty. oh, try tuhh sh0w yr care, al0t of people needs it. ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD IS NT CARED. BUT nvm, people will care them because they care about people. no worries. just oh so no worries.
seriouslie no mood till break maii promise widd cathy. i todae shld go her house de, but didn't. SORRIE CATHY~ through euu couldn't see this msg as euu dunnoe maii blog add. oh jaz, btw euu wan go widd si hian the he group tiing , i anii tiing. I WON CARE LE. CARE SO WAD?! GET HURT AGAIN?! I WONT CARE I TELL EUU ALL.
if euu all dun wan read is okaii. because i dun mind. euu all dun care ma? read ferr wad. wth. the last tiing i gonna do ferr euu.. is tuhh gibb euu red dae number.
YINGLING.
btw. nw exam week, so i wont tiink of euu all first. =D ty.